me and myself

Women will never understand man..N wat on earth r they thinking when women ask another women oppinion about man?n When man suddenly need space n push away..there is no good explanation for tht. When Man can’t even think about woman feeling, wat woman need and others..Woman can’t never explain about this creature brain n understand how complex are they. But i learn sumtin, other woman can’t never understand a man n seeking advice from woman also like solving puzzle wif no answer. So man is complex like a woman too.

Woman was made from the rib of man,
She was not created from his head to top him,
Nor form his feet to be stepped upon,
She was made from his side to be close to him,From beneath his arm to be protected by him, Near his heart to be loved by him

- I think the book ‘ Men are from Mars and  Women from Venus’ is good for whoever that wanna improve the relationship and wanna take one more step ahead

- I think going for therapy is worth of money and good for your spirit as you can find your own strength and people will not judge you

- I think past relationship eventhough its hurt, but  meaningful. He was in my life n notin compared to him. But God just let me have him for 8 yrs only

- I thinks i like shoe rather than buying cloth

- I think i like being second gals . Because then i know how it feel.

- I think i like facebook than friendster

- I think even our PM now blah..but i’d rather be in UMNO than in hand A.I because he is the one who when he was Menteri Pelajaran , he is responsible for the whole generation that can’t even speak or fear towards English. If he capable ruining one whole generation, he most capable ruining a country

- i think i like meat and fish than chicken

- i think and it sincere.

Yes ..is true.

I think by 30..i want to adopted  kids..thts it..is my life will be..

My love for him never end..but if is meant we not together is God willing..not him to be blame or me..is meant like that..

notin last forever..my love for him will be eternity..but to married another guy maybe is not my choice..I want to adopted a kids by age 30…

too much hurt that i face..couting for 8 years ..and the ending is really ugly..

so better for me to move forward ..

Now my target is

1) by age 30 adopted a kid

2) now..saving for my kid..wow mY Kids? sound convincing aite..

3) emm…buy a house…

3 target…

frens pray for me..

It is so easy to see Dysfunction between you and me

We must free up these tired souls

Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know

I love you but I’m letting go

It may not last but I don’t know

Just don’t know If you don’t know

Then you can’t care And you show up

But you’re not there

But I’m waiting And you want to

Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that’s warm with memories Can heal us temporarily

The misbehaving only makes The ditch between us so damn deep Built a wall around my heart I’ll never let it fall apart

But strangely I wish secretly It would fall down while I’m asleep

If you don’t know Then you can’t care And you show up But you’re not there

But I’m waiting And you want to Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way Tough we have not hit the ground It doesn’t mean we’re not still falling,

Oh I want so bad to pick you up But you’re still too reluctant to accept my help

What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame

But until then the fact remains

Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes you so hard to stay

Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way Everyday With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever,

but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way

We get upset if we hope..I love to hope..But i think i lost it..I hate to hope anymore.

Wake up so early in the morning and start thinking wat should i do today? ahah…Bfast…I’ll get cranky easily when i don’t get heavy bfast..most of my frens at first can’t understand my bfast routine  but seriously i can’t give my focus toward anytin if i don’t have bfast..If i’m at another house, my bfast place will be at Old town white coffee ( the sift boiled egg and double toast), beagle , sandwich place, nasi lemak mak bedah, apam manis craven cafe, Mc D big bfast, pelita..anytin..i always like to try new place for food..I used to drag my frens early morning for Meehoon sup at melaka..ahh those days…

then after bfast, my sunday paper..then i got blank..wat should i do? my parent is going to Johor today..I got tons of work ..clean the house..blah blah and blah..then my office work..deadline should change to killmetime!!! i dunno how much enegy should i put for this work anymore..too much sacrifice has been made..since June 07 i was focusing to my job and a lot of thing i had lost..But this time I hope Allah help me and make it real…this will be my most satisfaction..after all out for proposal double track ipoh padang besar, then goes to Penang Monorail and now Seremban-Gemas Double Track..I hope one of this become real..

then after clean the house, try to figure out wat i need to finish wif the work..but then i start to become lazy..the Tv programme..wat we have ..CSI ok i saw this already..oprah hemm bout dog..ya ya cute..then wat more..melody ..on and on gossip..ok..then aha..Smith 1..is start at 1..thn finish at 3..then continue smith 2..then finally at 8pm,the smith 3. Wow ..smith marathon. i don’t go out, i don’t do my work and i passed my lunch…:)

thts  was awesome..the whole day at home..no worry bout work, earbashin by my mum and good ..i have my own time.

thts sunday

and to my frens Haza,congrats on ur engagement..i’m sorry i can’t come..my trauma toward wedding and engagement not resolve yet.But i’m so happy for you dear..i always pray for ur happines haza. Allah love you and treasure it..

Don’t: Call, email, text or visit your ex in a moment of weakness

Even though you brought on the breakup, there may still be times when you miss your ex.

Even though you brought on the breakup, there may still be times when you miss your ex. A song might come on the radio that reminds you of them. Something funny will happen and you’ll want to share it. Or maybe you’re just having a bad day and want to reach out and reconnect.

Do: Ask friends for help

Your Boo-Hoo Crew should always know (and be able to remind you) why your ex wasn’t good for you

Don’t: Second-guess your decision

Do: See your breakup for what it really is

By walking away from that wrong relationship, you’re headed towards a life that’s more honest and authentic for you.

Don’t: Badmouth your ex

Do: Become a breakup rock star

First I was afraid

I was petrified

Kept thinking I could never live

without you by my side

But I spent so many nights

THINKING HOW YOU DID ME WRONG (The affair/the lie/the physical/Junkie…and everyting Fucker!!)

I grew strong

I learned how to carry on

and so you’re back

from outer space

I just walked in to find you here

with that sad look upon your face

I should have changed my stupid lock

I should have made you leave your key

If I had known for just one second

you’d be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door

Just turn around now

cause you’re not welcome anymore

weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

you think I’d crumble

you think I’d lay down and die

Oh NO, Not I

I will SURVIVE

as long as i know how to LOVE (IS NOT MARRIAGE THAT PROVE YOUR LOVE STUPID!!)

I know I will stay alive

I’ve got all my love to give

and I’ll survive

I will survive

It took all the strength I had

not to fall apart

kept trying hard to mend

the pieces of my broken heart

and I spent oh so many nights

just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

Now I hold my head up high

and you see me

somebody new

I’m not that chained up little person

still in love with you

and so you felt like dropping in

and just expect me to be free

now I’m saving all my loving

for someone who’s loving me

ARIES WOMAN

She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal   frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true  and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a  beautiful one.  She think only good things so she prepares and always make

Arrangement for  herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. If

there  is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This seemingly  ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly  will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture  of character. Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will

mingle  with. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could  memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she  will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing  other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving  problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine  to do  thing, nothing will stop her. Woman in this Zodiac could be totally  different from one woman to another woman. You could see her in the party  dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her  as an old fashion lady or a geek. She could be someone flashy and  wanted by  many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person. She will  have her  own way to win you over. Once she choose you, she will need to be  proud of  you. "Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal  in life  is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be  "Secure". She  plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is  also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance  because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of  love ,but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or   unconventional love. She

is  a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come  from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway  (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even  when she  is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident"  even she  is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can  tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. You  never have

all  her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a  "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most  likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and artistic, but being  poor and  unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to  be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. A Goat always climb

high, so either she start from a low point or a

high point

, she will make  sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once  you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. If she

is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn,  but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,but  in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.